Grief : For the love that never existed
And you try so hard to still find an ounce of love
In the people you call family
You evade seeing their abusive behaviours
Put down and assaults
And keep forgiving their true unloving actions
You act as if all the abuse is part of love
But yet you sorrowed in your heart
And you cant shake it off
That somehow if you have enough faith
They will one day love you in return
And see how you sacrificed for them
And thats how they want you to be
Broken until no ending
To prove that only then you deserve their love
How twisted and distorted this false life you live in
your ego so mishapen from the truth and you are coerced
Into living a beautiful fantastic lie filled with drama
And emotional torture that burns you alive
And into ashes you become with broken spirits
pretending you are alright, you are okay
But turning into a live corpse just for the sake of this game
This toxic belief of love is a sacrifice
And you on the cross
How shameful is that your love belongs to be on a cross
How dark is your faith to distort your own worth
To settle and sleep with the demons
that eats your honour and dignity to live with joy and subtle smiles
Of content and fulfillment
How are we so dejected to carry this toxic belief that increases the sorrow in our soul
We can run we can hide and we can fight.
But what if we just release and surrender
This toxic love and grief back to the real victims
The victims who lack self compassion and lack of love
We shouldnt carry grief beyond our own innocence
for this i release all the grief pushed down my throat by other peoples mistreatment throughout all of my life.
I cut and return and neutralise all energetical ties that links me to other peoples grief behind their abuse and mistreatment.
I cannot and will not subconsciously take on other peoples grief for my sake and my pure root of self love.
For as long as I live in this body and soul. I retrieve all of my joy and happiness. As I know I am aware of the root sorrows that was never mine. And from my own experiences. I heal through self reflection and realisation.
I am free from toxic grief. I am embracing pure joy and everything good that comes along with it.
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Meredith Mynrose / Universal Healer
